it's a new life

One of my friend asked me going to church today
Of course I want because of my interest on their topic "The End of Time"
Finally, after I answered that altar call, I decided to accept Him as my Savior
I am a new born start from now
I just can't describe how I feel when I was put into the water, and finally I woke up from it, All my pain seem fly away. My footstep feel lighter than before.
Although my knowledge about Christian is limited, not as much as my friend
I wanna surrender my whole life to Him
I do believe in Him
I would find my peace
Please save me :)

some old memories

I have loved this song since I first heard it years ago.
It really relates to situations that have happenened.
I absolutely love their lyrics from the start to the end.

IRIS

And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

And sooner or later it's over

I just don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's meant to be broken 

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

New Begining

Yeah...
As the title was written
This is our new begining

For the first time, my doubt seemed to be dissappear

For the first time, a word Yes is spoken

He showed his courage

a new experience made him nervous
I know it cause his voice

His shamefaced is always pictured

2o.12.2o12

such a nice date :)

New Place, New Experience

23.1o.2o12
Today is his grandpa's birthday
He invited me to the party
and here's it
Hello pakam...
So much effort that u've done
So when u late, I didn't mind it
although being honest, It's really tired of waiting
But after all, I'm happy :)

PS : Thanks for bringing me to the beach...
       Thanks for the bibble...

Much Stronger

I dunno this is a good news or bad news
Their Visa is success
She will go to there for one year or more maybe
I've put my trust on God before
Whatever the result is, It's the best way for me
But How I feel now is that I'm not as strong as I think I'll be
Can I just give up on you Lord?
I know that My life is much better than before now
But how much tears again that I can hold on everynight
I can laugh everyday to show I'm strong
yeah... I'm stronger now