Much Stronger

I dunno this is a good news or bad news
Their Visa is success
She will go to there for one year or more maybe
I've put my trust on God before
Whatever the result is, It's the best way for me
But How I feel now is that I'm not as strong as I think I'll be
Can I just give up on you Lord?
I know that My life is much better than before now
But how much tears again that I can hold on everynight
I can laugh everyday to show I'm strong
yeah... I'm stronger now