Smile over sadness

So much have changed this one year..

People changed, everything changed..

Time flies, so much things that I known..

No effort like usual.. You used to put me first.. 

Now seem you choose your friends more..

You just fall for me cause loneliness..

I choose to hold on cause let go is harder..

I'm learning to accept the fact now..

...

I'm stuck

Song's lyrics is the best way to speak out

"Stuck In The Moment"

With you, with you

I wish we had another time,

I wish we had another place.

Now Romeo and Juliet,

Bet they never felt the way we felt.

Bonnie and Clyde,

Never had to hide like we do, we do.

You and I both know it can't work,

It's all fun and games,

'Til someone gets hurt,

And I don't, I won't let that be you

See like Adam and Eve,

Tragedy was our destiny,

Like Sonny and Cher,

I don't care, I've got you baby.

See we both fighting every inch of our fiber,

Cause ain't no way it's gonna end right but,

We are both too foolish to stop.

Now you don't wanna let go,

And I don't wanna let you know

That there might be something real between us two, who knew?

Now we don't wanna fall but,

We're tripping in our hearts and,

It's reckless and clumsy,

And I know you can't love me,

I wish we had another time,

I wish we had another place,

But everything we have is stuck in the moment,

And there's nothing my heart can do,

To fight with time and space,

Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like just because this cold, cruel world

Saying we can't be,

Baby, we both have the right to disagree,

And I ain't with it.

And I don't wanna be so old and gray,

Reminiscing about these better days,

But convention's telling us to let go

So we'll never know

I wish we had another time,

I wish we had another place,

Cause everything we did,

And everything we have is stuck in the moment

I wish we had another time,

I wish we had another place,

But everything we have is stuck in the moment,

And there's nothing my heart can do (nothing my heart can do)

To fight with time and space (and space).

I'm still stuck in the moment with you

Unbreakable moment

Today is the sweetest moment that I've ever feel.. Although it just a simple one, yet it become the most meaningful surprise.. Speechless and touching.. And I become the luckiest girl today.. Thanks for those candle light along that stairs.. I see your effort through it all ❤ thousand thanks from my deepest heart

That feels again

Here's a song to represented my feeling right now. 

Welcome to my life 
by simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place,

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you're screaming?

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like

No, you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Is it a fate?

Thanks God you gave me a chance by opening my eyes for everything happened around me now. Maybe i'm just too fool for ever trust someone for one more time. It's hard for me to trust someone before. But why... What now? I've stucked!
Nb : why must I be so stupid like u mom?