Yeah. Hard to feel happy. Whom to blame for it?
I dont want to feel any of pain. I want to feel such of a mother care. But so hard to find. Someone that u put ur trust on, will be the one who put the worst pain. What the purpose of being loved?
Am I wrong for being born like this?
What kind of love that he bring for u?
I was like being so dumb for ever trust a person so much. I was so dumb that I still want to try. I was so dumb for seen as a crybaby where no one can be there for u to take care of me. I was too dumb for seen as a rubbish as I was nothing to be struggled for... Yeah! I was nothing :)